Eat my Kandi, Slut.

I haven’t even been on here in almost a week. D: gah, having strep throat fucking sucks yellow monkey balls. I’m allowed to go back to school friday though, yippee? Yeah, clearly there isn’t much excitement about that. -__- Except when i go back i get to go explain to my councilor why i have 14 absences and 13 tardies in first period alone. Ha FUN.

Random-Blurt: I have a best friend. Her name is Stupid. She “loves” Mister Stupid. Mister Stupid makes her feel like total shit., dumps her, begs her to take him back, may not even be real, dislikes her having friend friends, sounds like a 12 year old, lies about where he lives, makes her cry at least once a day, tells her he’s unsure when they’re going to meet, has “weird” conversations with other girls, intensionally hangs up the phone when she tells him she loves him, has no trust in her, is hypocritical, refuses to have even as much as one single Sykpe date, etc. etc. [must i go on]

Miss Stupid only has one flaw: She lets all of this go on.

What I’ve began to think.  .  .  . Maybe there’s just some people out there who enjoy being miserable. It’s just sad when you know they’ve had (and still have) many exit doors pushed open for them, yet they continue to weep and endure the “love”.

Shit if that is what love is, God please keep me away from that feeling for the rest of my life. I’m happy just staying in the “like” phase forever & ever.

i don’t miss you. i don’t regret anything that’s happened. i honestly don’t even want to remember you anymore. but the fact is i do. it just kills me knowing that i still think about you and lizabitch from time to time. not directly, just in a sense of how quickly you two began to judge and how your point of views were vastly changed in a matter of mintues. i really just think back and am like “wow”, all mesmorized and shit. when i think of what i’m posting and how it’s coming across to my followers, i just wonder if what they think i’m thinking is really what i’m thinking.

what i am thinking is if this is going to happen again. if this was a one time lesson on “friendship” or if it’s soon to turn into a life lesson. i just can’t help but feel like this isn’t over. (not with you two; i’m far from over with you drama obsessed nigga’s) i just mean with involving me. you two were people that called yourselves my bessst friendss. & now look what has become of you to me. it just leaves me thinking all the fucking time if this is what’s going to happen with dylann, ana, vincent, shit even erin. i know it wouldn’t be under the same circumstances of course. i mean i seriously doubt any of them would steal thousands upon thousands of dollars from their elderly grandmother. in the same events though. maybe it’s just because history just has a way of repeating itself with me, i’m not sure. but whatever it is, i just felt the need to clear things up with. … . myself i guess?! well whatever. that’s all i really have to say about the subject.

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question of the day. :)